Ok so I’ve known this awesome girl for like two weeks in school now right? I met her because she said she could help me with study for one class I have. We never really studied for the class. We just went and ate together and then we went to my room and watched Gackt videos. And then we’ve been meeting every now and then, but last Monday I asked her “uh if you think this is messed up then forget that I ever said this but would you like want to go to a official date with me on Friday???”!!! And she said yes!!! Today is Friday! We go out tonight and eat and later watch a movie. Sooo I’m very nervous! Cause I’ve never done this before… but she’s sooooo beautiful… Bleh most people probably think this is wrong too… I don’t care though. Her roommate thinks this is cool. She even calls me when we’re going to do something. She’s like “Jiiru me and **** are going bowling and I think she really wants you there too” and I’m like T_T wow cool ok. I don’t even know if I can hold her hand on our first date or if she would like that and I’m not even thinking of anything else!!! Like I said this is the first time I do this kind of thing lol. Anyways…
Laters!

So I just finished watching Chobits a few days ago right? I was so happy while I was watching the show. It made me feel very good. The relationship between Chii and Hideki is beautiful. For those who don’t know what chobits is about. Well it's a boy meets girl anime where a boy finds a robot girl that's just like human and he takes her home and she wakes and well... slowly they fall in love and it's quite beautiful. Well the anime ends well and all... and I was out of the Chobits world... and slowly found that the real world had no such beauty... There's no Chii that loves me with all her heart and I hers and we'd die for each other and so on.

Hmmm I guess it's kinda sad that I don't know where I'm going with this. But I guess I wanted to point out that watching this kind of entertainment doesn’t fix your life if it's kinda sad like mine lol. But it's fun while it lasts and maybe that's what counts... and once you've watched it a couple of times you have to look for another masterpiece. And the one and only Chii.... the robot girl/guy that's somewhere shut off in a garbage dumpster waiting for you to find them and save them, fall in love with and marry!!! wow hmmm see I'm already escaping reality here!

I've also been talking to a lot of peope about love all together... Why is it sooo hard to find? Is it because more and more people are loosing all values in life and rather just party and have one night stands or something? It seems that a lot of people around me do... but I'm going to wait for my special someone! Yeah trying to live a anime drama is hard... but like I always say "There’s only one thing worse than a loser, and that's a quitter"

Arrigato, Sayonara!!! (^_^)b